Rough day here

[nwhiker]

My sister is probably coming on Thursday. We'll go to Vancouver because my aunt is moving to assisted living in Feb and wants us to come up and take home family stuff that we should have. I still have no idea how this is all going to be arranged.

Then she'll take my mom.

I am so fucking ready.

These past few days have been brutal. She's been having non-stop delusions that bounce between insisting my dad is still alive (and screaming at me when I tell her no, he isn't) and thinking -and this is upsetting- that he was murdered, mostly that "someone" pushed him off a roof -of what building is unclear- or that he ws shot. Sometimes she insists he died of a heart attack because he was afraid of heights. Sometimes she thinks he was killed in the World Trade Center. He watched those building go up and really loved them.

Anyhow, all of that is majorly upsetting. She gets this horrible, lost voice, sounding so pathetic in the sense of inspiring emotion, not the negative one. It's awful.

I knew it was going to be a bad day when she got up at 8am. Days when she's up early are always the worst.

Oh. And yesterday was no picnic either. Ancestry.com shows my dad married to my aunt, my mom's sister and my mom is PISSED. Apparently, there is no way to get that fixed except to create an ancestry account (yeah, nope) find that family tree, and ask the person who owns it to correct that. Every time she searches on my dad's name, she sees that and gets angry all over again.