Ugh. Want to cry.

[nwhiker]

I have a committee meeting in 20 minutes.

I am freaking out.

My tummy is upset, I'm shaking, and I just want to go back to bed and cry.

And I keep on telling Perry I'm stressed and he keeps on wanting to show me stupid TicToc or Instagram crap. Normally I like that. But, dude, read the room, or at least the person sitting next to you. She's freaking out. Has asked to be left alone to freak out. LEAVE HER ALONE.

I know he's trying to help.

But he's not. AND he's making it worse right now by reading stuff in a half whisper and commenting on it, to "himself".

UGH.

Freaking out.

WAH!

ETA It went ok. Got my plan approved, didn't blather aimlessly too much. Stress levels much better now.

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[camelsamba]

I hope it went well!

[nwhiker]

It did. I have a great committee to be honest. I just freak out whenever I'm going to be 'on the spot' ya know? And after a year of Covid, it's not gotten any better, quite the opposite.

But I'm good. Plan was approved. I have a new committee member, who basically said that this was more than most of other projects she'd been on recently, so my advisor and I have the option of skipping the one last dot on an I. :) I think we'll do it anyhow because of overnight stuff, she's helping me, so I don't have to drive up just to do 15 minutes of work.