She WAS excited

She was excited, though at first she was a bit subdued.

Then she got into it.

Her reaction, she told me later, was because she was scared because Bellingham is so far away, and she wants to be at home.

I'm 99.99% sure she won't get into UW at the main campus, but one of the other campuses is right by us and has a higher acceptance rate and would be an ok fit for her.

Man, this is stressful even when the news is good.

I did.

I did something brave. I submitted the form to get more info on weight loss surgery. I've been meaning to all month, but never quite had the guts. I finally did it, without too much thought.

My biggest issue is that they ask for your phone but not your email... so I'm guessing they're going to want to call and not email, which sucks because I effing suck at the phone.

Anyhow. I truly need to do this. I'm beaten. I just can't live like this any more, with months of dieting able to be undone in two weeks. It might be different if I felt that I still had a connection with Weight Watchers, beyond paying for my membership, but their clear re-marketing at "life style" and "workshops" and not being "weight-related" (WW vs Weight Watchers) any longer clearly tells me: fat people not wanted her, even those wanting to lose weight.