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In a panic
16 May 2023 17:11We'll be heading back tomorrow, and I'm in a total fucking panic.
I'm not sure I can do this. I'm not sure how my siblings manage, but I'm already stressed. She is following me around and talking to me constantly, making comments on TV. I don't have TV, and I don't know if it'll be better to get it or not.
She keeps on trying to give me books to read or get me food.
I'm not sure I can provide toddler level care to an adult. I suck. I don't have a nurturing bone in my body.
I'm not sure I can do this. I'm not sure how my siblings manage, but I'm already stressed. She is following me around and talking to me constantly, making comments on TV. I don't have TV, and I don't know if it'll be better to get it or not.
She keeps on trying to give me books to read or get me food.
I'm not sure I can provide toddler level care to an adult. I suck. I don't have a nurturing bone in my body.
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